Delayed

I almost finish my new ff but then everything got delayed since my lappy have probs and unable to start..... huhu
Damn i hate when it become like this...
I try to fixed it and continue to write my ff so i can post it at here =)

You My Noona!

Characters

Chunji (Teen Top) , You, Junhyung (Beast)

Description

Break up..... what a life...Too hurt because can't forgetting him but one day someone appear in your life and without you knowing, that person actually love you! He also younger than you! "I love you...I love you noona..."

“Mianhae…Let’s just go our separate way…” Said Junhyung  on the phone. Ahh….again I remember bout what he said.. Why he said like that just why?! What did I do? I really love him..but, how could he said like that especially just through the phone! After heard what he said, I never meet him and contact him anymore although I really need to know why he said like that. I don’t have the courage to meet him… I don’t want he seeing me cry. Because I never cry in front of people especially him…

The next day, without doing nothing and just blankly staring at the space.. Get up from laying on the floor… “(your name) you should do something!! You need to meet him!” So I hurriedly reach any cloth that close to me and wear it. Going outside to meet that nappeun namja Junhyung.. Keep ring his apartment door bell. Then someone just open the door. “Ah.. (your name).. What are you doing here?” Ask  Junhyung. “We need to talk..”

At the park.. “Junhyung  why you suddenly said like that? You know that I really love you. What did I do wrong?” My gloomy eyes keep looking at his eyes. “(your name)mianhae…I know you love me. But, I feel that we can’t go any further anymore.. It feel that my feelings toward you keep fading day by day…” Said Junhyung  with his guilty expression. I can totally see it on his eyes that he didn’t love me anymore. But… I can’t just let it go like that after 2 years together with him… “Junhyung  we can fix it together.. “ Hold his hand. “Mianhae…Let just never meet anymore…” Said him slowly then get up and he just walk away. At that time, rain start to pouring into the ground that just make me become completely wet.. That moment  my world become dark and so pathetic break up then getting wet by rain. I can’t do anything and can’t thinking anything and just let my body wet by rain at that moment…

That night I keep sneezing and coughing. “Ahh…great…got fever… (your name)! You so pathetic!” After that incident, my life are totally empty. I dunno what to do and what to feel. Everyday end with same routine. When my friend suggest me to go to blind date so I can forget that nappeun namja. I can’t…yeah I can’t.. Hold lot of stuff on my hand while walking passed the cafeteria. I suddenly notice Junhyung  that happily chat with a girl. Getting so sad I just running while still holding the stuff without looking front. Suddenly, without knowing what happen… I fall into the ground.. My knee bleeding nonstop.. Crying… the truth is I’m not crying because I’m hurt. But I crying because of him.. I didn’t even feel hurt at my injured knee maybe because my heart hurt so badly than my knee…“Noona…Let me help you.” Said someone behind me.

I look behind me and saw a guy busily pick up all my stuff that fall into the ground. His eyes make me calm when I look at it. His face just too sweet. I just become stiff while look at him. “Noona? Noona?” He call me and make me aware. “Ah…nae nae..” “Noona you look not okay.. Let me help you.” His pick my stuff and carrying me to someplace. “You wait here noona!” Then he just running away. That guy…he too kind.. Who he is? My heart keep asking. After sometime. “Mian late! That pharmacy are kinda far. But I got the med.” Said him while show it at me and smile.  “It’s ok… I’m fine…You don’t need to do it…” “Call me Chunji. And this is just small matter. Just let me help you noona.” Saying him nicely and he applying the med at my knee and put the bandage. I keep looking at him. Why I feel like it bring me to the fantasy world when I see him. It’s just crazy! What the heck happening at me.. He too nice… After he finished doing it, he notice that my mind not at here. He keep looking at me with his sweet smile.

After a moment my mind already back into it’s place. Yeah at last! “Ah! Mian… It’s just I thinking bout something… Gomawo for all this. I’m fine already..” Tried to get up. “Noona you can’t walk in your condition like this. Let me help you send you to your home nae.” Said him nicely. “But-but!” “No but but. Just let me carry you home!” Said him while carrying me. After sometime, we arrive. “Ah stop! Stop! Let’s just stop here. I can walk from here. After all my house just near this park.” I said while get down from him. Then I look at him. “Gomawo for all this. Although we dunno each other but you still helping me. I’m (your name).”  Smile toward him. “It’s ok. I’m Chunji like you already know. Noona so cute when smile. You should smile not cry,” He said while shaking my hand. When he said like that I just kinda startled because how did he know I’m always crying this day… This guy are mysterious! “Err…ok then. I need to go.” Walk away.  At home, I just keep thinking bout that guy name Chunji. Who he is, suddenly appear in my life. Aigoo~

After a week, my life become kinda normal back although without  Junhyung. At that sunny day, I feel like I’m gonna drink some coffee at the café, so I just go at that café and enjoy the taste of greatest coffee in the town. When I happily enjoyed it alone, I saw Junhyung  and his new gf come in inside the café. Well of course Junhyung  also saw me, but he just pretend that he don’t know me. Then I just continue drink my coffee hurriedly coz I wanna out from that place. My calming day become bad day when see him especially when suddenly his new gf come to me and said.. “Oh you.. You are my honey ex eh. Alone? You must still crying and can’t get over him. You need to forget him already coz he didn’t love you anymore. Forget him and find a new bf nae.” Said that girl. Damn! This girl… I feel that I just wanna throw this coffee at her face but well I must be patient. Junhyung  tried to make that bitch sit and keep quite but that girl keep provoking me. I’m angry but at the same time I wanna cry because she said like that in front of Junhyung. It look like that I’m a fool girl because still be patience…

At that moment suddenly someone grab my hand. “You girl. Who said she alone huh? She doesn’t need to find a new bf because she already have a bf. You should listen to your bf and just sit at your place quietly. You didn’t even have a standard to talk to my girl.” Said that guy. “Hey! How dare you said like that at my gf. Who are you?” Ask Junhyung at that guy. “Me? I’m this girl bf! The cute and sweet girl that your gf talk to arra.” Said that guy at Junhyung. Junhyung and his gf become speechless. I’m look at that guy carefully while still in shock. “Chu-Chunji…” Look at him while still shocking. He look into my eyes and he eyes kinda say that it’s ok I’m here… “Mian make you wait for me my noona. I should come early so that you will not heard the dog barking inside here.” Said Chunji then he pulling me out from that place.

At the park where he treat my wound the other day… I still become speechless and keep quiet. “Noona… If you want to cry just cry… Not good to endure it..” Said Chunji and he pat my back. I feel totally like an idiot person after still remember what that bitch saying in front of Junhyung… It’s really hurting me.. My mind totally not in right state, then I just hug Chunji tightly while crying hard. Chunji didn’t say anything and just let me cry in his embrace. He keep stroke my hair softly. From what he done I kinda got the calm and sweet feelings inside. Who is he? Is he the angel that only for me? Because everytime I’m sad or have trouble he will appear in front of me..

After a while the sense come to knock my head. I hurriedly push Chunji. “Mi-mianhae… I didn’t mean to hug and cry in front of you.. I’m so pabo!” Wipe my tears. “No no noona. It’s ok.. You can always let out everything at me. I’m always here for you..” Said Chunji while his eyes look into my eyes. I become stood at the moment our eyes meet. The weird feelings start to rushing out.. “Ah! At that moment, how did you know I’m at that café and why you act like my bf although you not?” Look at him with lot of question. “Ahh..that…that.. Okay let me just telling the truth. When I walking at the street I saw you going inside that café then I secretly look at you. Then that girl said something bad like that at you and I become annoyed from it. That’s why I’m appear and act like that. After all I love you… I love you noona” He said while looking down.

When I heard the last word ‘I love you’ I become totally shock and blur.. He love me? He love me?! The girl that are older than him? How come?! I still can’t accept the fact that he love me. “No-noona.. Why you just keep quite? I-I know it’s just too sudden.. But it’s true that I love you.. I love you already long time when you still with ur bf. I know you before our meeting that day.. I’m always following you secretly and will protect you silently..I can’t bear when see your cry that day the day you and your bf breakup.. It’s hurting me see you hurt like that..” He said. I can understand in his tone that he really love me and being true but..but.. It’s just to sudden and I’m old than him! “Mi-mian!” I just running away from him because I can’t think anything beside try to avoiding him. I can heard he keep calling me from far but I can’t stop my leg and my mind. It wanna keep running from him.

At last…At home.. I just laying on the floor and keep thinking bout what he’s saying and about what happen. It can’t be… it’s just so sudden… I didn’t even know him properly. He love me? Lot of things keep playing on my mind. Yeah because of that I got headache.. Extremely headache! He is nice guy, handsome, young, and really an independent guy. For me, he too perfect! Why he want a girl like me? A loser that can’t even keep my own bf. In the end my bf find others girl.. I don’t want think about love again coz it’s just too hurt.. I can’t trust guy anymore…

For a week I tried to avoiding him. But today  when I see him from far with a girl.. Yeah with a girl! They look so close! Suddenly I feel hurt.. Just wae? Wae I feel like this?! Isn’t me that avoid him and don’t want to fall in love again. Why I feel hurt when see them?! That girl…probably same age as him. And that girl also pretty and cute. They look perfect together.. When I look at them, without I even realize it, my tears start to falling… Then Chunji notice about my presence and hell yeah. Of course I’m running away from him and don’t want him to see me crying!

I can’t even see where I’m going because my eyes already blur by tears. But suddenly I feel someone grab my hand and hug me tightly. Who is he? While still crying I look at that person and I see that person are Chunji. Then I tried to push him but I can’t. He’s too strong! That’s when I feel he not a boy anymore but he already being a guy. When I tried to struggle, he hug me more tight until make me give up and I just stay on his embrace..

“Don’t leave me alone again…Just please noona…I really love you..” Said Chunji that still tightly hug me. His voice, his tone…All that make me can feel how he still love me. He love to deep.. But that girl.. what about that girl.. I look at him then tried to smile. Hell yeah that I pretend to smile! “Don’t said like that or your gf will feel sad. After all you guys look good together.” I said while pull myself together to tried smile as wide as I can. Then his hand hold my shoulder and he keep looking into my eyes like a real guy not a boy. “You think me and that girl are couple?” He asking while look at me. I just nodded and hurriedly looking elsewhere so I can try to endure my tears from falling. Then suddenly he make me look at him and he kiss me deeply until I can’t breath. Feel almost wanna faint already because can’t get the oxygen.. After sometime he stop kissing me and I hurriedly take a deep breath. “What you think you doing?!” “What you think I’m doing? I just show my love at you. That girl are my cousin! She not my gf! My gf only you!” He said with his serious tone. I’m just speechless and feel like an idiot person because think that girl are his gf.

“You do love me. But until when you wanna avoid me? If you think because of our age then you are stupid! Age doesn’t matter in love! I wanna be a guy that loving you, caring for you and protecting you for enternity!” Said him while straight looking into my eyes. Yeah that make me think.. In love age doesn’t even matter…If we love someone we just need them. Others are not important as long the people we love beside us and support us.. I am love him..Yeah I love him! I start to love him! So why don’t I just give a chance and open my heart only for him.. “I-I…” Looking down. He silently looking at me waiting for my answer. “I lo-love you too..” I said slowly while still looking down. At that moment his expression turn into bright and I know that he heard what I’m saying. He keep smiling nonstop. “Noona you are mine! Forever and ever. I will always here for you and protecting you as a guy not as a boy~” He said then we kissing to seal our love forever~

It’s Been Long Time

Characters

Zhoumi (suju m) , Victoria (fx)

Description

In that busy subway Victoria hurriedly running toward her train platform. Because of getting late, in the end she can't catch up with the train and meeting with someone that long time she didnt see. As the memories flashing back, the truth are being reveal...

At busy subway, can be seen a girl that running hurriedly in chaotic wanna catch up over her train time that believe just arrive and might departure any moment soon. She still far from that place! As she speed up, she doesn’t even care to look around or care what people might say when see a girl like her running like that. Why should she care? It her train that most matter now!

Whatta unlucky day for her today.. When she almost arrive, her train already departure with high speed leaving her behind. Not only that, there are lots of people that just take off from that train since this is their stopping station, they walking toward her to take the stair that just behind her. In that crowd when people rushed to take the stair, that girl got pushed by them and she falling down. People just ignoring her and just do their matter. As she tried to get up, someone suddenly helping her.

“You never change..” A voice can be heard behind her. It looks like that voice are from the person that helping her. As she get up, she then look behind her back and suddenly gasp as she shocked. “Su-sunbae…” That girl slowly saying as she still un-believe what she see. “Victoria ah, call me like you always call” He smile as he look at her. “Zhou-Zhoumi oppa…” Victoria slowly call his name. “It’s been long time already” She tried to smile as she said that as both of them walks toward the chair that near them to sit.

“Yeah it is right? Hahaha…never know after long time we meet now. You doing fine?” Zhoumi happily saying. “I’m doing fine. You doing fine too right?” Victoria also smile as she asking him. “You think? I’m searching for you all over the place you know! Just wae you gone just like that” Zhoumi pull Victoria nose like what he used to do before. Before, both of them are study on the same university. So both of them really close together. Zhoumi are Victoria sunbae but they never act like sunbae hoobae kinda relationship. It more like a bestfriend. “Because…because….” Victoria suddenly remember about what actual happen that days that making her drastic change to just gone faraway from him.

Flashback of what happen at that time

“This project will be daebak! I got idea to put all this into Zhoumi oppa earlier idea. I should hurriedly telling him!” Victoria happily hugging her idea book as she runs looking for Zhoumi. After almost getting tired running around the campus, she then saw Zhoumi from far. Without thinking anything anymore, she rush going toward Zhoumi. But suddenly she stop at the middle. Something make her stop.. She saw Zhoumi kiss a girl. Because of that, suddenly Victoria feel that her world become pitch black. The tears rolling down. Her idea book falls down into the ground and make some noise that making Zhoumi realize Victoria in front of him. “Victoria..” He saw she crying and the girl that with Zhoumi turn around and blankly look toward Victoria.

“Victoria, this is not like what you think!” Zhoumi runs toward Victoria but then Victoria start to running away from him without even looking back to listen what Zhoumi want to say. He can’t find Victoria as he running around searching for her. He even calling her but she don’t even wanna pick up the phone.

End of flashback

The next day at that time as what he know, Victoria already left the university and going to continue her study at other place. He dunno at where. Even though he keep looking for information, he still can’t find it where. Day by day, month by month and years passed.. Both of them never see each other again…

“Because of what you see at that time?” Zhoumi asking her making her just nodded. “You don’t even wanna listen to my explanation at that time and you even left the university because of that.. You know, what actually happen are that I playfully wipe the color from my half dry painting on her face then I try to look closer at her face to clean it and wipe it away. At that time you saw it.. Because you in front of me, you saw it as kissing.” After the long explanation from Zhoumi. In the end Victoria already understand what actually happen on that day. Because her rush attitude and stupidity she just left without words.

Victoria hold her bag really tight as she try to calm down or she might cry at there. As she try regain all herself back. She look at Zhoumi and just smile while asking. “I see.. So now how your life oppa? Already got girlfriend? I bet you are. Handsome namja like you are ideal namja for all girls keke” “My life just fine but no, I don’t have girlfriend because I just love one yeoja from long time ago. And I keep waiting for her.” He look into Victoria eyes. That sudden stare making her speechless and kinda uncomfortable. “O..Oh.. I see… I gotta go.. I guess that I’m on wrong platform..” Victoria then get up from that chair and wanna walk away. But then Zhoumi grab her arm and make her look at him as he also get up. “I’m losing you once before and now I don’t want the history repeat again. That yeoja are you. I love only you. You are the yeoja that I keep waiting.” Zhoumi then pull her closer to him and hug her tightly without even care what people around there might say.

With what just happen, Victoria body start to trembling because she try to holding back her tears as she just letting Zhoumi hugging her. “I…I…Zhoumi oppa, I love you too…I’m such a pabo yeoja at that time..Mianhae…” “Don’t said like that. It’s okay now~ Everything going to be okay now. Let’s not separate anymore okay?” Zhoumi then hold her face and look into her eyes. Victoria just nod and slowly smile. Both of them kissing lovingly to wash away what happen long time ago memories and create the new memories.

END

Secretly For You

Characters

Kyuhyun (Super Junior) , You

Description

Being a maid at famous idol group dorm are not that easy especially must finish all the work and gone before all of them back to the dorm. One ecounter lead to falling in love at the first sight between Kyuhyun and you...

“Oah! Who are you?! Wae you here inside our dorm?!” Shout all the suju members shocking when see a young girl inside their dorm. “Aaa!” I shout shocking see all the Suju members that already back from their schedule. “I’m...I’m... I’m just here as your guys maid.. My mom are your guys maid at here before but because of her health she need to rest for a temporary. I will be a maid start from today... Actually all the work must be done before you guys back. But... because I’m still new in this work, it’s take lot of time for me to finish it all... Mianhae!” I explain from A-Z to all of them and bowing nonstop.

Ahh wae suddenly I remember about that... It’s been almost 2 weeks since that incident happen. Now I still be the famous idol group super junior maid. Although like that we never bump into each other since that day because I follow the rules to finish all the work before the members back.

Today just same like the others day. I hurriedly tried to finish the works. “I need to finnish folding all  the clothes before  all oppa are back from they schedule” Mumbling while folding the clothes. Suddenly I heard the door bell being press. I’m stop doing my work and going closely to the door and I saw Kyuhyun already stood infront the door waiting for someone to open it.

“What the.... It’s Cho Kyuhyun! Wae he back so early today.. I still didn’t finish my work.. Ottoke! Ottoke! And and... wae he didn’t just open the door? He also know the code..” I keep mumbling again until forget to open the door. After heard another round of bell being press I hurriedly come to my sense and just open it.

He stood in front me while keep looking at me closely. “Wae you so slow to open it?” Kyuhyun asking me while still looking at me closely. When I just wanna answer his question, he suddenly collapsed on top of me and fall asleep. “Urghh... the smell... He must be drinking... Kyuhyun.. Yaa Cho Kyuhyun..” I trying to wake him up. But that just useless.. Trying to move him off me, I noticed his soft face.. His lips.. I desperately wanna hugging him and tell him that I love him.. love him since our eyes meet when we first meet before. But..but who am I? I’m just a maid, and it’s not like he will find something interesting on me or even consider to liking me in the first place.

“Cho Kyuhyun get up!” I tried to wake him for the last time. But he still didn’t move and just make me give up to tried waking him up because I know it’s totally useless. He’s drunk after all.. I struggled and crawled out from underneath him. Grabbing Kyuhyun hand, I pulled him back until to his room then slowly put him on his bed. I was already tired from pulled him and breath heavily. Who knew that a skinny looking namja like him would be this heavy.. After my breathing turn normal, I keep looking at him and my hand unnoticed reached for his face and stroked his soft skin. My heart beating fastly until I feel it wanna jumping out from my chest.

I closed my eyes and tried to back to into reality. I stood up slowly and carefully not to disturb Kyuhyun that sleeping. The moment I turned my back to him, he suddenly grabbed my hand and looked at me. “Stay..” Kyuhyun said while his hand still didn’t let go of my hand. “I have to finish folding all the clothes Kyuhyun.. Please just get some rest or you get sick.” He then still keep looking at me with his lonely eyes and said “Please..” The maknae that not always saying please said like that at me?  That’s mean he being serious.. I couldn’t said no but I still need to said no. “No..Just rest nae.” I said while make him stop holding my hand.

He then pulling me to him and put his arm around me. I can’t think anything and just freeze in his embraced.. He was so close that his hot breath warmed my face. My heart beating very fast like I run the marathon. Suddenly, he smashed his soft temp lips into mine and forcingly kissed me. “My my first...kiss...” I mumbling in the kissing while tried my best to push him away but he was much stronger than me. He kissed me more deeply and make me felt the butterflies wanting to burst out from me.

After sometime, he stop from kissing me and he keep looking at me with that same lonely look again. But this time bit different. I dunno what is it but it’s sure different. “Kyuhyun...” I called his name. “Sshh” He said while his point finger reached my lips. “I think it’s the time to tell you something..” He said and his eyes looked at me seriously.

“You know what...Actually I kinda like you.. No no not kinda like but really like..” He said again while his face suddenly blushed. “Huh?” With blur face I keep looking at him. “Ah! Ah! What am I talking about! Well...well.. you know, like~ love..” Kyuhyun slowly said it and make me shocked. Am I dreaming? Did he said love? I keep asking myself.. “You you.. ehem... You gotta love me or I will make your life suffer as long you being a maid.” Kyuhyun start bluffing out and that just make me giggles. “What?! I said it seriously not as a joke” He start to grumble.

“You should know that I love you. Secretly for you~” I whisper at him and after heard that, he change 180 degree and stop grumble then he kissed me again while I reply his kissing. His sweet lips crushed mine and I can feel his love toward me. So start from that moment we promised to stay to each other and forever love each other.

END

Will Update

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It's Complicated Ending

At night, in the house. Jinnie while relaxing herself on the sofa, she can't stop thinking about that Kibum. It’s just like she tried to focus her mind just to remember about something that had to do with him. “I’m totally sure that I meet him somewhere.. But I really don’t remember it..Aish!” When Jinnie keep mumbling alone about that, Jonghyun suddenly sit beside her and making her surprise because of that. “Yaa! Oppa what are you doing here? Why don’t you just stay away from me..” She start to complain. “You don’t really wanna using that television. Just keep mumbling by yourself. So I just sit here to watch a show.” Jonghyun said. “Aish... oppa!” Jinnie shout. Suddenly Jonghyun look toward Jinnie and going closer to her to teasing her. Since their still a little kid, he like to tease her like that. Usually she just fine with it and just relax but after what happening that morning, Jinnie can’t act like before or look at Jonghyun like before anymore. She also dunno what’s wrong with her. Jinnie then hurriedly get up and just run into her room leaving Jonghyun behind that blankly watching her from far “What’s wrong with me?! Maybe I already crazy!” Jinnie heart screaming.

On the next day. Jinnie still like that. Always trying to avoiding Jonghyun. At the resting bench that below the cherry tree that far from class and students. Jinnie blankly sit on it while thinking about something. “Annyeong Jinnie. Why being that blank? Thinking about something important?” Asking someone that making her mind back to the real world. “Oh.. Hey Kibum~” She then hurriedly fixes her mind to focus on the real world back while trying to smile toward Kibum. “I never imagine that we in the same class.” Said Kibum with warm smile and politely sit beside her. “His smile... This warm smile... I did saw him somewhere... But till now I can’t remember it.” Jinnie keep forcing her slow mind to remember it. Even a slight memory about it can give great help for her.

After a moment... “Oah! You! Kibum that always hang out with me from elementary school! But then we separate because you need to follow your parent moving out!” Jinnie get up and excitedly point out toward him. “Tsk~ You really take a lot of time to remember me. I did remember you and can know it’s you from the first time I saw you babo.” Answer Kibum “Omonaaaa! Kibum I really miss you! Never thought that you will be in front of me someday!” She then hugging him tightly. On that time she never know that her action with Kibum are being watch by someone from far. That person are Jonghyun. “Huh! Why Jinnie hugging that namja? She never hug someone carelessly especially a namja.. Aish!” Jonghyun mumbling from far with his jealousy glare. After that he just walks away from that scene.

“Kibum if you already recognize me, wae you never said bout it?” Jinnie ask. “It’s because I want you to recognize me too. I’m not that crazy enough to just said hey it’s me Kibum your friend!~ when you still can’t recognizing me.” He said. “Hahaha! You never change Kibum! Hmm~ How about today we hang out together at mall? We have lot things to catch up” She said while holding Kibum hand. “Hang out? Sure. It’s been a while since I’m shopping. So yeah let’s hang out together while shopping!” He said with wide smile. Maybe thinking about the shopping thinggy. Of course for all days today Jinnie just keep hang out with Kibum even in the class. 

After school end. Jinnie then hurriedly going back home and getting ready to going out with Kibum at mall. When she already getting ready and happily walks off to the door. Jonghyun then sudden appear out of nowhere and asking her where she going. “Going out” Without Jonghyun be able to said his next words, Jinnie already run off. “Yaa! Hmm...she wear prettily must be going out with that namja. Aish! Just wae my head keep busily think about that! It’s her life, she can go dating with anyone that she like! I’m just her oppa..” Mumbling Jonghyun alone.

At the mall Kibum and Jinnie enjoying themselves with each other since it’s been long time both of them being together. If with Kibum of course his priority are shopping beside chatting about lot of stuff with Jinnie. Been a years both of them lost contact and for Jinnie, Kibum look more handsome and his shopping hobbies are become extreme now since he already grown up namja. Both of them become more close than before. Almost every weekend they will hang out together. Even at school he will hang out with her and Hyowook. Without Jinnie realize it, the closeness between her and Kibum making Jonghyun anxious.

On the night, Jinnie dunno why she felt really tired and then fall asleep on the couch. Jonghyun just got home from hang out with Taemin at that time. He then saw Jinnie sleeping soundly on the couch. Then without he even realize it, he walks toward her. 

“Ahh...Jinnie look so beautiful when she sleep. With that purple pajama make her look cute too.” He said while keep staring toward her that still sleeping. “Jinnie ah...Wae you making oppa feels something that I never feel before.. You are different from other yeoja..” Said Jonghyun little heart and he then unconsciously kisses her. After he realize about what he’s doing he then start to blaming himself and running off into his bedroom. “I’m crazy already! Wae did I kiss her? My own saeng! Am I fall in love with her? No! This is wrong! She’s my saeng!” Jonghyun heart screams.

One day, when Jinnie going into Jonghyun room to ask him something, she then saw him that half naked walks out from the bathroom. That shocking scene make her screams her lung out and hurriedly close the room door. “Urgh! Wae? Wae?! That feelings come again after long time.. Crazy!” She knocked her head.

Because of that incident, Jinnie keep avoiding Jonghyun. While Jonghyun keep stalking Jinnie even when she hang out with Kibum. He always secretly keep watching over her from far. Since Jinnie keep acting weirdly when see him even at house, that making him keep wondering about it. So he decide to just asking her directly. He then pull Jinnie into his room to ask about that.

“Oppa what are you doing?! Why you pulling me?!” Jinnie getting shocked by Jonghyun act as Jonghyun push her toward the wall and look straight into her eyes. Jinnie feelings getting more strong and it’s look like that she can’t surpress her feeling anymore. “Opp...oppa...” “Sshh..” Jonghyun then put his point finger at her lips. “Listen what I’m gonna said first. Wae this day, you kinda avoiding me?” He asking with serious expression. “Avoiding you? I I’m not...” Jinnie then look down. “And wae you always hang out with that namja? You love him?” Jonghyun ask again. Love?! When Jonghyun said that love words, Jinnie then got sudden surprise by that words. Now she already understand wae her heart feels like that this day. It’s love! The feelings that she tried to surpress it are being called as LOVE. “Impossible I in love with my oppa! It’s so wrong!!” Her heart screaming.

“There nothing between me and Kibum. We just a bestfriend. We know each other since elementary school..” Without her realize it. She already explain it all to Jonghyun. She don’t even know just wae she need to explain everything.. “Is it true?” Jonghyun asking again to confirm it. “It is” She reply it shortly. Suddenly she felt someone soft lips bump into her lips. When she look at it, it was Jonghyun lips. Her oppa lips! Jonghyun kisses her. Jinnie really getting shocked by that action and hurriedly push him. “What with all this about oppa?!” She start to sobbing. “I’m sorry...I also dunno what’s wrong with me.. This feelings already exist for such a long time ago. I tried to stop this feelings.. Usually I can bear it but not today... Jinnie, saranghae.. I know it’s wrong but..” Jonghyun explain everything and that’s make Jinnie more surprise by that. It’s not only her feel like that. Jonghyun also feel the same! See his sorrowful, pain expression making her wanna love him more and more. She know it’s wrong. Totally wrong. But she already decide that she dont wanna thinking about that anymore. She just wanna love him more than oppa. Jinnie then cupped Jonghyun face and kisses him. He kinda shocked with her blunt action, but he still reply her kiss.

After a moment with the kissing, Jinnie stop it and stare at Jonghyun. “Oppa...I never know we ending like this. Actually I’m avoiding you because I love you.. I don’t want this feelings become strong like right now. Because it’s wrong..” Jonghyun then pull her closely to him and hug her tightly. “Lets don’t care about that anymore. I love you and you love me. That was important more than anything. We can overcome all the obstacle that will come toward us.” He said. Jinnie start to talk about their eomma reaction if she know that. And without she even finish talk about it, she already start sobbing again.

“We need to told her everything. If she can’t accept it, we just go faraway from here. We build our own world that no one know about us.” Jonghyun said what he think about with his serious tone. Without Jinnie realize it, she also agree with it. Maybe because she really love him so everything he said she just agree to it. On the next day, both of them agree to telling their eomma about it. Jinnie really scared thinking about what will happen later. But because Jonghyun always beside her, she didn’t feel that scared anymore. Since it’s they eomma resting day so she just resting while drink a coffee. Both of them slowly walks toward her. “Eomma, we want to tell you something.” Jonghyun start the conversation first. “What is it? Wae Jinnie keep hiding behind you?” They eomma asking while look at Jinnie weird acts. Jonghyun then hold they eomma hand and slowly start to talk about it. “Eomma..hope you can accept what I’m going to says..Me and Jinnie love each other so much. We decide to be together forever. Hope you accept it eomma.” Jonghyun confess. After they eomma listen to that shocking confession, her warm expression turn into mad and shocking expression. “WHAT?! Jonghyun are you crazy?! Both of you are sibling! This is totally wrong!” They eomma start to shout with shocking tone. “But eomma...” Before Jinnie finish her words, they eomma already cut it with disagree. Jinnie still dont wanna to give up to make they eomma listen to what she wanna said. Then she said it again hoping that they eomma will at least listen to her. “Eomma I know it’s wrong. But I really love Jonghyun oppa and I can’t live without him..Omma jebal...” Jinnie kneeling in front of they eomma while crying hard. “Eomma please give us your approval. I really love her.” Jonghyun then also kneeling beside Jinnie.

With her heart that break apart they eomma keep looking at them with teary eyes. “Wae must it happpen like this between both of you.. Wae?! Looks like both of you really love each other.. I know I can’t even stopping both of you since its already turn like this.. Maybe today is the time I should tell both of you about something.” They eomma said and then pull Jinnie and Jonghyun to get up. After that they eomma hold Jinnie hand and look into her eyes. “Actually Jinnie ah... Jonghyun is not your blood relate oppa..He’s your adopt oppa.” Cries hard after telling everything about Jonghyun past. After listen to all that , Jinnie and Jonghyun just stand still dunno how to react into it. It’s really shocking fact for them. “What’s all with this fact eomma?! No! I mean with this lies eomma?! How can Jonghyun oppa not my real oppa?!” Jinnie look into they eomma eyes and then into Jonghyun eyes. It can be seen that Jinnie totally lost in all this mess. “What’s all with this bullshit eomma?! I’m not your son?!” Jonghyun start to cried as he getting totally shocked by that.

“No no..Jonghyun you still my son. Jonghyun, Jinnie mianhae.. Eomma shouldn’t keep this secret. But what can I do.. I don’t want both of you to keep comparing with each other if both of you know that you guys not a blood relate siblings. You guys will grown up as stranger if know that..I don’t want it to happen.. Since both of you told me that both of your love each other and living together, I don’t have any other choice except for telling the truth.. mianhae..” They eomma hold both of them hand and cried while look into Jonghyun and Jinnie eyes.

Jinnie still shocked by that. But behind this secret its also have the good sides too. Jonghyun then tried to accept all that and slowly hugging they eomma. “Even tho eomma not my real eomma. I still assume eomma as my eomma forever. I love you eomma..All of us are family forever. That will never change.” Jonghyun smile as he still hugging they eomma. Jinnie nod sign agree and with smile, she hug Jonghyun and they eomma together.

After all those tears and confusion slowly fades away.. “Eomma since me and Jinnie not the blood relate siblings. Then both of us can be together right? Can eomma approve our relationship?” Jonghyun sudden asking. Jinnie then stare at her eomma wanna listen what they eomma will said. Of course she hoping for a good result with it. “Hmm...Eomma approve. I know you so well Jonghyun. I know you will make her happy and can take a good care of her forever.” They eomma smile then hug both of them together. “Eomma saranghae!” Jinnie and Jonghyun shout with happy tone and all of them keep hugging each other.

It's Complicated Part 1

Characters

Jonghyun, Kibum/Key (Shinee) , OC

Description

 What?! She fall in love with her own oppa?! How that can be happening? Jinnie also dunno why it's turn out like that. It's so wrong to fall in love with own blood sibling. But there are something that they dunno about. And It's really complicated!

That morning as usual, Jinnie eomma will prepare the breakfast and Jinnie duty like always are to wake someone up that really lazy to wake up in the morning and someone that also really annoying. She hate him! “Jinnie, go wake Jonghyun up.” Ask her eomma while busy preparing the breakfast. Yes, he’s are Jinnie oppa.. J-O-N-G-H-Y-U-N.. He’s the person that always make her life hard. “I hate him!” Jinnie said while going upstairs. Sometimes she dunno wae..just wae he’s her oppa.. Since her omma was a single mother because her parent already divorce and her appa getting married with other  yeoja, so then her eomma always getting back home late because of work. Her rank kinda high at her workplace and really important. So, sometimes for a week she not at home because of her work and she always going outside the region for work.  Jinnie just getting tension because everyday she always see her oppa face.. At home his face, at school also his face. Because both of them in the same school..

“Ahh...so lazy to wake him up..Like he can’t get up by himself. Dead already maybe since he’s still not wake up even tho sun already arise!” Jinnie grumbling until she reached her oppa door room. She then, start to knocking  Jonghyun door room loudly. The sound of Jinnie knocking can be heard in all corners of the house. “Yaa! Oppa!! Wake up! Time for breakfast already!” After Jinnie keep calling for Jonghyun, there still no answer from him.. Then Jinnie just keep knocking while shouting calling for him. Because she was too mad, Jinnie then said something that she never said at him. “Yaa! Is that hard to wake up? Why just don’t you go to hell! Just go die! Easy then!”

Suddenly Jonghyun room door being open..He then pulling Jinnie inside his room and push her at wall. Jinnie just getting shocked with that situation. And without she even realize it, her eyes set on Jonghyun that didn’t even wear his clothes. The abs.... “Wah!! It’s the first time I think my oppa are perfect namja..” Jinnie hurriedly looking at other direction while her heart keep saying that. She can’t even look at her oppa again since it’s just too sudden with that kinda situation. While Jonghyun keep looking at her. “Did he heard what I’m saying earlier? It’s kinda harsh after all... Did he getting mad?” Those thought keep lingering around Jinnie head.

“Yaa Jinnie, what’s wrong with you shouting in the morning?” Asking  Jonghyun stare at Jinnie while his face are going closely to her. At that moment, Jinnie can felt her own heart start to beating fast. In her lifetime, she never feel something like that. What happen to her? “Err...oppa, eomma asking me to call you take your breakfast!” Jinnie then hurriedly push Jonghyun and run away from his room. After a moment, Jonghyun walks toward the kitchen while his eyes looking around like searching for something. “Where eomma?” He ask. “Eomma already going work” On that moment, Jinnie really wanna run off somewhere and stay away from him. She don’t know why, she felt like that. She didn’t even make something that can make her being point over as a guilty girl or something.

At the school, when Jinnie arrive and walks alone.. Suddenly someone bump into her and both of them falling down. That namja then get up and helping Jinnie to get up. “I’m sorry! I’m so sorry!” Said that namja while bowing toward her show how he really sorry for what happen. Because that namja already said sorry, Jinnie then just forgive him. It’s much better rather than make it as a big issues. “It’s okay. Nothing big happen after all.” She said with smile. “Kamsamnida for accepting my apologize. I go first then.”Said that namja and then just walks off somewhere. “Hmm...why did I felt that I kinda seem him before from somewhere...I wonder...” Jinnie mumbling alone while her eyes still fixes toward where that namja walks.

When on the break time, all the student run off from class and going somewhere to chill their mind and also to fills their hungry stomach. Cafeteria, field the most usual place for them. At cafeteria... “Jinnie, don’t wanna eat?” Asking Hyowook her friend. “I don’t want... Not really hungry...” Actually she don’t have any appetite for today since because of that thing happen between her and Jonghyun. She can’t stop thinking about it. While Jinnie mind still thinking bout that things, Hyowook then calling for someone to joining them grab a lunch together. “Taemin here!” Calling Hyowook. “Oh no! She calling for Taemin! Look like I need to face Jonghyun oppa..” Jinnie heart screaming. Taemin and Jonghyun are best friend so both of them always stick together . Taemin also Jinnie and Hyowook friend.

Taemin then waving from far when he see Hyowook and Jinnie. So then Taemin and Jonghyun walks toward both of them. The calm cafeteria start to become chaos with girls voice that screaming around following Taemin and Jonghyun. Both of them then sit facing Hyowook and Jinnie. “Urghh. So noisy..” Jinnie mumbling. All these girl screaming because they saw Taemin and Jonghyun. Both of them are popular namja at this school. “Jonghyun oppa, can you hug me? Please only once..” One girl that dunno from where sudden appear and asking for hug. “Err...sure” Jonghyun said then slowly hug that girl. “Hate it! I don’t like being around him! It’s not that he’s a famous idol like Shinee. Only his name that are same..I dunno wae I become jealous when see he’s hugging that damn girl!” Jinnie heart start to rant.

Jinnie sudden get up. “Hyowook, Taemin, I need to go. I had something that I need to settle. Enjoyed your guys break time.” Jinnie then walks away from that chaos place. Inside the toilet, Jinnie then washed her face and for a moment she just keep staring at the mirror with her annoyed expression. “What a use to have an oppa? Really suck got famous oppa..” After she let out all her annoying inside the toilet then she walks out. Again for second time today, she bump into the same person again. This time it’s her fault. Jinnie and that namja get up together. “Mianhae...This time it’s my fault..” “It’s okay. Err are you alright? Got bruise?” That namja worriedly asking. “Anni...I’m fine. Thank for worrying. I need to go” Jinnie then with smile on her face just walks away. 

Break time over and class start like always. Miss Park then walks into the classroom where Jinnie and Hyowook been. “Okay students! Listen now!~ We have new transfer student. Hope you guys welcoming him okay?” Miss Park announce it with her warming smile. Jinnie then carefully look at that new student. “Ah! That namja...The namja that I bumped 2 time today..So he’s the new student? That’s why I never seen him here. But..I think I did see him somewhere before..” Jinnie mind start to think about it. “Annyeonghaseyo. I am Kibum. Nice to meet all of you. I am still new here, so I hope we can get to know more later and let’s be friend everyone.” That namja introduce himself then bowing. Miss Park then, ask Kibum to sit in front of Jinnie since that place are empty. Because Kibum sit are kinda near to Jinnie, so she secretly keep staring at him.