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Saturday, May 10, 2014

You My Noona!

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Chunji (Teen Top) , You, Junhyung (Beast)

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Break up..... what a life...Too hurt because can't forgetting him but one day someone appear in your life and without you knowing, that person actually love you! He also younger than you! "I love you...I love you noona..."


“Mianhae…Let’s just go our separate way…” Said Junhyung  on the phone. Ahh….again I remember bout what he said.. Why he said like that just why?! What did I do? I really love him..but, how could he said like that especially just through the phone! After heard what he said, I never meet him and contact him anymore although I really need to know why he said like that. I don’t have the courage to meet him… I don’t want he seeing me cry. Because I never cry in front of people especially him…
The next day, without doing nothing and just blankly staring at the space.. Get up from laying on the floor… “(your name) you should do something!! You need to meet him!” So I hurriedly reach any cloth that close to me and wear it. Going outside to meet that nappeun namja Junhyung.. Keep ring his apartment door bell. Then someone just open the door. “Ah.. (your name).. What are you doing here?” Ask  Junhyung. “We need to talk..”
At the park.. “Junhyung  why you suddenly said like that? You know that I really love you. What did I do wrong?” My gloomy eyes keep looking at his eyes. “(your name)mianhae…I know you love me. But, I feel that we can’t go any further anymore.. It feel that my feelings toward you keep fading day by day…” Said Junhyung  with his guilty expression. I can totally see it on his eyes that he didn’t love me anymore. But… I can’t just let it go like that after 2 years together with him… “Junhyung  we can fix it together.. “ Hold his hand. “Mianhae…Let just never meet anymore…” Said him slowly then get up and he just walk away. At that time, rain start to pouring into the ground that just make me become completely wet.. That moment  my world become dark and so pathetic break up then getting wet by rain. I can’t do anything and can’t thinking anything and just let my body wet by rain at that moment…
That night I keep sneezing and coughing. “Ahh…great…got fever… (your name)! You so pathetic!” After that incident, my life are totally empty. I dunno what to do and what to feel. Everyday end with same routine. When my friend suggest me to go to blind date so I can forget that nappeun namja. I can’t…yeah I can’t.. Hold lot of stuff on my hand while walking passed the cafeteria. I suddenly notice Junhyung  that happily chat with a girl. Getting so sad I just running while still holding the stuff without looking front. Suddenly, without knowing what happen… I fall into the ground.. My knee bleeding nonstop.. Crying… the truth is I’m not crying because I’m hurt. But I crying because of him.. I didn’t even feel hurt at my injured knee maybe because my heart hurt so badly than my knee…“Noona…Let me help you.” Said someone behind me.
I look behind me and saw a guy busily pick up all my stuff that fall into the ground. His eyes make me calm when I look at it. His face just too sweet. I just become stiff while look at him. “Noona? Noona?” He call me and make me aware. “Ah…nae nae..” “Noona you look not okay.. Let me help you.” His pick my stuff and carrying me to someplace. “You wait here noona!” Then he just running away. That guy…he too kind.. Who he is? My heart keep asking. After sometime. “Mian late! That pharmacy are kinda far. But I got the med.” Said him while show it at me and smile.  “It’s ok… I’m fine…You don’t need to do it…” “Call me Chunji. And this is just small matter. Just let me help you noona.” Saying him nicely and he applying the med at my knee and put the bandage. I keep looking at him. Why I feel like it bring me to the fantasy world when I see him. It’s just crazy! What the heck happening at me.. He too nice… After he finished doing it, he notice that my mind not at here. He keep looking at me with his sweet smile.
After a moment my mind already back into it’s place. Yeah at last! “Ah! Mian… It’s just I thinking bout something… Gomawo for all this. I’m fine already..” Tried to get up. “Noona you can’t walk in your condition like this. Let me help you send you to your home nae.” Said him nicely. “But-but!” “No but but. Just let me carry you home!” Said him while carrying me. After sometime, we arrive. “Ah stop! Stop! Let’s just stop here. I can walk from here. After all my house just near this park.” I said while get down from him. Then I look at him. “Gomawo for all this. Although we dunno each other but you still helping me. I’m (your name).”  Smile toward him. “It’s ok. I’m Chunji like you already know. Noona so cute when smile. You should smile not cry,” He said while shaking my hand. When he said like that I just kinda startled because how did he know I’m always crying this day… This guy are mysterious! “Err…ok then. I need to go.” Walk away.  At home, I just keep thinking bout that guy name Chunji. Who he is, suddenly appear in my life. Aigoo~
After a week, my life become kinda normal back although without  Junhyung. At that sunny day, I feel like I’m gonna drink some coffee at the café, so I just go at that café and enjoy the taste of greatest coffee in the town. When I happily enjoyed it alone, I saw Junhyung  and his new gf come in inside the café. Well of course Junhyung  also saw me, but he just pretend that he don’t know me. Then I just continue drink my coffee hurriedly coz I wanna out from that place. My calming day become bad day when see him especially when suddenly his new gf come to me and said.. “Oh you.. You are my honey ex eh. Alone? You must still crying and can’t get over him. You need to forget him already coz he didn’t love you anymore. Forget him and find a new bf nae.” Said that girl. Damn! This girl… I feel that I just wanna throw this coffee at her face but well I must be patient. Junhyung  tried to make that bitch sit and keep quite but that girl keep provoking me. I’m angry but at the same time I wanna cry because she said like that in front of Junhyung. It look like that I’m a fool girl because still be patience…
At that moment suddenly someone grab my hand. “You girl. Who said she alone huh? She doesn’t need to find a new bf because she already have a bf. You should listen to your bf and just sit at your place quietly. You didn’t even have a standard to talk to my girl.” Said that guy. “Hey! How dare you said like that at my gf. Who are you?” Ask Junhyung at that guy. “Me? I’m this girl bf! The cute and sweet girl that your gf talk to arra.” Said that guy at Junhyung. Junhyung and his gf become speechless. I’m look at that guy carefully while still in shock. “Chu-Chunji…” Look at him while still shocking. He look into my eyes and he eyes kinda say that it’s ok I’m here… “Mian make you wait for me my noona. I should come early so that you will not heard the dog barking inside here.” Said Chunji then he pulling me out from that place.
At the park where he treat my wound the other day… I still become speechless and keep quiet. “Noona… If you want to cry just cry… Not good to endure it..” Said Chunji and he pat my back. I feel totally like an idiot person after still remember what that bitch saying in front of Junhyung… It’s really hurting me.. My mind totally not in right state, then I just hug Chunji tightly while crying hard. Chunji didn’t say anything and just let me cry in his embrace. He keep stroke my hair softly. From what he done I kinda got the calm and sweet feelings inside. Who is he? Is he the angel that only for me? Because everytime I’m sad or have trouble he will appear in front of me..
After a while the sense come to knock my head. I hurriedly push Chunji. “Mi-mianhae… I didn’t mean to hug and cry in front of you.. I’m so pabo!” Wipe my tears. “No no noona. It’s ok.. You can always let out everything at me. I’m always here for you..” Said Chunji while his eyes look into my eyes. I become stood at the moment our eyes meet. The weird feelings start to rushing out.. “Ah! At that moment, how did you know I’m at that café and why you act like my bf although you not?” Look at him with lot of question. “Ahh..that…that.. Okay let me just telling the truth. When I walking at the street I saw you going inside that café then I secretly look at you. Then that girl said something bad like that at you and I become annoyed from it. That’s why I’m appear and act like that. After all I love you… I love you noona” He said while looking down.
When I heard the last word ‘I love you’ I become totally shock and blur.. He love me? He love me?! The girl that are older than him? How come?! I still can’t accept the fact that he love me. “No-noona.. Why you just keep quite? I-I know it’s just too sudden.. But it’s true that I love you.. I love you already long time when you still with ur bf. I know you before our meeting that day.. I’m always following you secretly and will protect you silently..I can’t bear when see your cry that day the day you and your bf breakup.. It’s hurting me see you hurt like that..” He said. I can understand in his tone that he really love me and being true but..but.. It’s just to sudden and I’m old than him! “Mi-mian!” I just running away from him because I can’t think anything beside try to avoiding him. I can heard he keep calling me from far but I can’t stop my leg and my mind. It wanna keep running from him.
At last…At home.. I just laying on the floor and keep thinking bout what he’s saying and about what happen. It can’t be… it’s just so sudden… I didn’t even know him properly. He love me? Lot of things keep playing on my mind. Yeah because of that I got headache.. Extremely headache! He is nice guy, handsome, young, and really an independent guy. For me, he too perfect! Why he want a girl like me? A loser that can’t even keep my own bf. In the end my bf find others girl.. I don’t want think about love again coz it’s just too hurt.. I can’t trust guy anymore…
For a week I tried to avoiding him. But today  when I see him from far with a girl.. Yeah with a girl! They look so close! Suddenly I feel hurt.. Just wae? Wae I feel like this?! Isn’t me that avoid him and don’t want to fall in love again. Why I feel hurt when see them?! That girl…probably same age as him. And that girl also pretty and cute. They look perfect together.. When I look at them, without I even realize it, my tears start to falling… Then Chunji notice about my presence and hell yeah. Of course I’m running away from him and don’t want him to see me crying!
I can’t even see where I’m going because my eyes already blur by tears. But suddenly I feel someone grab my hand and hug me tightly. Who is he? While still crying I look at that person and I see that person are Chunji. Then I tried to push him but I can’t. He’s too strong! That’s when I feel he not a boy anymore but he already being a guy. When I tried to struggle, he hug me more tight until make me give up and I just stay on his embrace..
“Don’t leave me alone again…Just please noona…I really love you..” Said Chunji that still tightly hug me. His voice, his tone…All that make me can feel how he still love me. He love to deep.. But that girl.. what about that girl.. I look at him then tried to smile. Hell yeah that I pretend to smile! “Don’t said like that or your gf will feel sad. After all you guys look good together.” I said while pull myself together to tried smile as wide as I can. Then his hand hold my shoulder and he keep looking into my eyes like a real guy not a boy. “You think me and that girl are couple?” He asking while look at me. I just nodded and hurriedly looking elsewhere so I can try to endure my tears from falling. Then suddenly he make me look at him and he kiss me deeply until I can’t breath. Feel almost wanna faint already because can’t get the oxygen.. After sometime he stop kissing me and I hurriedly take a deep breath. “What you think you doing?!” “What you think I’m doing? I just show my love at you. That girl are my cousin! She not my gf! My gf only you!” He said with his serious tone. I’m just speechless and feel like an idiot person because think that girl are his gf.
“You do love me. But until when you wanna avoid me? If you think because of our age then you are stupid! Age doesn’t matter in love! I wanna be a guy that loving you, caring for you and protecting you for enternity!” Said him while straight looking into my eyes. Yeah that make me think.. In love age doesn’t even matter…If we love someone we just need them. Others are not important as long the people we love beside us and support us.. I am love him..Yeah I love him! I start to love him! So why don’t I just give a chance and open my heart only for him.. “I-I…” Looking down. He silently looking at me waiting for my answer. “I lo-love you too..” I said slowly while still looking down. At that moment his expression turn into bright and I know that he heard what I’m saying. He keep smiling nonstop. “Noona you are mine! Forever and ever. I will always here for you and protecting you as a guy not as a boy~” He said then we kissing to seal our love forever~

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